And I love sports but I FREAKING HATE RUNNING which is what I'm going to do tomorrow. I'm going to run the ruddy 2.4km and die all over again. Like college is the worst thing that has happened to me as opposed to the UK trip which was the best thing ever. Somemore theres no bloody eyecandy in this bloody school I have no purpose. And the vending machine just makes me grow fatter and fatter and fatter. And I feel like many days have passed when I first start school in the morning and until I end school at 5 plus which is such a killer.
Plus I don't understand a bloody thing about math which test i'm going to fail really badly and I have no time to revise because I have other homework and tests and shits. And during lectures I day dream because I can't catch what the teacher is talking about. Like wthhh I need a break. Seriously I suggest the government give the students a week's break every month so I have something to look forward to. And don't make the bloody curriculum so challenging because seriously I'm dying!!!!!
It's a wonder so little people have depression because I think I'm gonna slit my wrists or admit myself in a mental hospital soon.
Oh yeah btw, here's a poem.
Dragon and the Undying
ALL night the flares go up; the Dragon sings
And beats upon the dark with furious wings;
And, stung to rage by his own darting fires,
Reaches with grappling coils from town to town;
He lusts to break the loveliness of spires,
And hurls their martyred music toppling down.
Yet, though the slain are homeless as the breeze,
Vocal are they, like storm-bewilder’d seas.
Their faces are the fair, unshrouded night,
And planets are their eyes, their ageless dreams.
Tenderly stooping earthward from their height,
They wander in the dusk with chanting streams,
And they are dawn-lit trees, with arms up-flung,
To hail the burning heavens they left unsung.
