BLAME it on myself for not getting started a few months ago or something. I am not sure when I started studying, but given my miniature brain capacity, I should start wayyy before others! I don't know what I'm doing right now. I'm sitting at my desk, totally distracted, trying to accomplish a ton of things in a very short amount of time. Impossible!
And that thought of getting retained just looms infront of me. Such a filthy word. I want to get promoted! Oh why do they have to base everything just on a single exam! I don't know what to do anymore except study and study and study.
I cannot finish studying! I haven't finished studying! How am I going to attain the grades needed to be promoted. WHY! God, if I could just get through this exam and get promoted, I PROMISE I will study my butt off next year!
Sometimes I feel like I might go insane.
