Okay I am pissed about certain things.
So if you are my friend, please pay attention to these things okay, because I seriously loath that people don't respect my decisions and how I feel about things just because it isn't important to them, because it sure is important to me. I am not referring to any specific situation and I don't really blame any one particular person but if you get offended, then I mean, maybe you know why it's such an unpleasant thing for me. Normally one would just keep these matters to themselves but I don't see the reason for that because if it keeps carrying on this way, I'd get irritated and you guys would too, and the world would be an unhappy place so I'm going to talk about some general stuff I am displeased about which I have felt multiple times from a variety of situations, but not referring to any specific one.
Firstly, if I lend you something, I expect it to be in the EXACT SAME STATE when you return it. So if it comes back tattered and torn I will be freaking pissed. And you might say, OH its just a small tear! Just a little bit off thats all, it's hardly visible! That's why you didn't notice it in the first place! But I don't give a damn okay, this is my property and what I own and you seek to just carelessly throw it around just because it's not yours and you think the item is not important at all, then next time I won't even bother lending it to you. Consider me selfish or whatever I don't care because I'm not gonna just let what I own, get wrecked by people who don't have the sense to protect something that's not important to you. It belongs to other people for goodness sake! And sorry is not good enough unless you intend to buy a completely new one for me which obviously you won't as its already so ludicrous that I ask you to take care of my things.
Secondly, I hate it when people become temperamental all of a sudden just because of the smallest things. And the whole world doesn't revolve around you and your stupid mood swings and bloody tantrums so like if you're angry just be angry for a while and just let it go! Why do you have to be so moody and so self-centered and be a stupid fusspot, lashing out at the people around you?? We don't deserve it unless we did something wrong, but we didn't cuz obviously you were pissed over something else. Okay I agree, you CAN be angry about the smallest things, I am guilty of that too, but don't transfer your hatred onto people that are not related to your problem! And yes I know everyone has their moments and you might be really bad tempered sometimes, it's okay, I understand, but not all the freaking time!!!That only makes things worse and heightens my dislike of you.
Thirdly, I don't like it when people have misconceptions about me. Don't assume things by what you see on the surface because things may not be what you think it is even though it may seem quite apparent.
Lastly, if something is pissing you off, please say something okay. If I do something wrong, just say it and maybe I'll reflect or something but don't be a such a moody person for no reason.
I know I don't have the ability to really scold people or something even I feel really offended and angry because it has always been that at the last minute it pains me that I have to scold and offend someone. Yeah yeah you might laugh at that but it's really very difficult to explain because you are not me, and you don't know how I feel, and it might seem absolutely ridiculous to you but it's not at all to me so please try to understand.
And of course, I know I have my flaws and stuff so I'll try to understand if you tell me I have something wrong with my attitude or something but what you think is right may not be the same as what I think, and if that really doesn't sit with you then maybe we can overlook that. But what I want is really that you guys try to understand and I'll try to understand too.
This has been a very reflective moment for me writing this but I'm tired and it's 1am. Goodnight.
