It looks like that except the bump at my proximal interphalangeal joint is bigger and is more bruised while the front part of the thumb is not swollen like his but still hurts like eff when I touch it. Damn it. It happened during PE today when we were playing handball, I had the ball in my hands and was thrusting it towards the goal post when some idiot pushed the ball and my whole thumb bent backwards or something and it hurt like shit. Then I sat down on the grass after switching teams wondering why it hurt so much. Then when the lesson was over I went to the canteen and discovered that there was a bump at the IPJ.
And then I cried like hell in the middle of the canteen because it hurt, and I was scared. Maybe fear that something will happen to my finger, fear of the pain. Then I got it bandaged by a nice nice woman at the GO and then people asked me what happened and I cried like hell somemore. Oh gawd.
But still I went tutoring at Elias Park. Dad and Mom didn't want to bring me to the doctor because they wanted to test out this miracle gell or something but I doubt its working cuz it just made my thumb even more tender. I hope when I go to the docs it wont be anything serious and he wont bend it and push it back or do something which causes more pain cuz my pain threshold is friggin low I tell you.
I know it sounds ridiculous but I realise how important my thumb is. I take so long to change after PE cuz I can't button my shirt and I can't even open a damn sweet packet. Which sucks like hell.
And hell, I have a damn road race 3.4km to run tmr and I have to decorate this shit umbrella for the mascot run thing but I don't feel like giving a damn cuz I'm such a wuss when it comes to these things and I just wanna wallow in my own misery and worry about the fracture or whatever it is.
*updtae
n wot u cpect me to do i m dam pissed n grggy frm medz thnhaf to decrate e sht umbrela i duno hw i canot tink i dum wna goo,i dun wana dfrgigigrioenfilnwrerhjusbfsju n thn u make me cy n cry somemore i cant even see gosh. n u dun undrstand n tink isnt nothing cuz its nt u n ur nt me. sht hw m i gg to see tmr cuz my eyes wukk m=b swallon frm all e crying u dhn fen wanna spekklcheck cuz d cant be botherred i dun know wot im typung. can i jus die n thn u all levave me alone ok
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