I had no classes til 7.30 today because one of my students couldnt make it today and then another class wasnt on because the person did not come and I reached the office at like 2pm. So basically I did Amath from 2pm to 7.30pm. I couldn't read a book or listen to my mp4 or the boss would say I'm slacking so I had to do work related stuff. I had already prepared my lessons weeks before so there really was nothing to do and the only thing I had to do was Amath. So I did A math for 5 and a half bleeding hours.
Imagine that. I was about to go insane. Really, I totally felt that. I was drawing stuff all over my excercise book and thinking how it would be like to be insane because I totally felt like I was losing my mind. This is what math does to me people.
J is taking leave for 2 days and thursday is his off day did i mention that so basically I'm manning the whole place by myself for 3 days. It's so inconvenient cuz everytime I go to the toilet (which is at the back), I worry about whether people will come in to ask questions or some gang will come in and steal stuff. And I constantly worry if I look too idle because theres the annoying security camera and stuff. 17 more days!! Isit??
My family keeps calling me stupid. I damn hurt sia. I know I stupid la but don't need to say right??! Gawd.Make me cry like shit.
Need to wake up early tomorrow I guess. I have stuff to do.
