Where does one go from a world of insanity?
Somewhere on the other side of despair.
Alot of things have been troubling me lately. My life, my academic future, so many worries, so many fears of mistakes. Thank god for my family and friends.
But the biggest thorn in my side has been my job. 20 MORE DAYS! That is ALOT. The kids are adorable, but sometimes it gets monotonous and irritating when they don't listen to you. And knowing that you're working for free doesn't make it better. And when the students don't come for lessons, I have to do makeup classes for them or face the fury of their parents. But I'm not obligated to give them more lessons! If they don't come it's their loss right.
It's all just so messed up.
I think I really need to do something I like. Watch a movie, go cycling, go running, go on a holiday. Spend money. I hate that I always have so many things to worry about, it's never ending.
